Be kind to unkind people. They need it the most.

You always disappoint me. It's kind of like our own inside joke, except it's not funny.

I miss the innocence I had before reality raped me

I hope you live a life you’re proud of. if you find that you’re not,
I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

There's a good side to getting hurt a lot, after a while it just doesn't bother you as much.

it made me wonder how many times we forgive just because
we don't wanna lose someone, even if they don't deserve our forgiveness

I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say that there is no one else that you could ever be with, and that you’d rather be alone than without me

i miss you when something really good happens because
you're the one i wanna share it with

i can go on and on about how big of a jerk you are
but at the end of the day when my head hits that pillow
you can bet your last dime that i still thank God that you're in my life

there is one moment in life when you are with someone and it feels
like the world has stopped and your life seems so perfect.
make sure you never lose that person

I'm not going anywhere. This is it for me. You're it for me. I can't pretend to feel any less than I do. I'm sorry, I just can't.

Your laugh is infectious. Your smile is sexy. Your heart is made of gold. And your mind makes me wonder; you have that air of mystery. How could you get any more perfect? By being mine. If only life were that simple

Come on girl, he's not worth it..

Not worth the tears, not worth the heartache,
not worth stopping you from living your life

Oh yu fancy huh

I don't think that you understand, like, really comprehend this. I'm not over-exaggerating. I'm not saying it just to say it, and I'm sure as hell am not lying. There isn't anyone else who has a chance right now because all I want is you. But I guess when I really think about it, it always comes back down to me and you. You have my whole heart. For better or for worse, you are the one I have feelings for. And no other person could even measure up. <3

I don't get attached. I don't want a relationship unless you can prove to me that you're not all the same. No, your words don't mean shit to me. No, I don't trust you. No, I don't believe you. Promises are nothing but empty words to me. I know I'm not your one & only so don't tell me I am. No, my smile doesn't make your day. No, my laughter isn't music to your ears. No, I'm not too good to be true so start with the truth. If I'm what you want, tell me why & tell me often. Tell me you love me, but only if you mean it.

throw dirt on me & grow a wildflower

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had.
But, I can't because I know you won't come after me,
and I guess that's what hurts the most.

Sometimes you hold so tight it slips right through your hands.
-Nick Lachey

I miss you, and I don't know what to tell you.

I just want my best friend back.

I’m letting you go. This so called 'relationship' is not working out.

You could say I’m overreacting, but I don’t think so.

You are there, and I am here. It’s time to say goodbye.

Maybe I was stupid, for telling you goodbye.

Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight.

I know that I’ve got issues, but you’re pretty messed up too.

If there’s anything I’ve learned in this whole getting over you process, it’s that your always going to mean something to me no matter what happens. Your always gonna be somewhere deep down inside me. Even when I’m happily married to the man of my dreams, if I were to run into you on the street and those gorgeous blue eyes were to meet mine, my heart would skip a beat because I’ll never forget you and the way you made me feel.

Even if you think the flame has died, there's a least one lyric that'll hit the last spot, and then you'll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again.

I have never been strong enough to stay. People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one.

i wish that i could make you understand that i'm not angry with you. a little bitter, maybe, and clearly still heartbroken. but darling, i could never hate you.

i couldn't sleep last night because i know that it's over between us. i'm not bitter anymore, because i know that what we had was real. and if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, i'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. the best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. that's what i hope to give to you forever. i love you. i'll be seeing you. –the notebook

congratulations, you won. i have finally stopped trying. you are out of my life. probably forever. but just remember, that when you realize that you lost your best friend, it was your fault. don't you dare try and pin this on me. i have done my fair share of messing up, but this one, it's not my fault whatsoever.

Rock bottom is a good solid ground,
and a dead end street is just a good place to turn around.

The minute you start enjoying yourself and the person who you've become, when you walk into a room with your head held high, the minute you wake up and are glad to be you, the possibilities and opportunities will come knocking at your door.

"Sometimes, no matter how much you like someone, they’re just not good for you."
-The Hills

Sometimes a girl doesn't
need anything more than
your hand in hers & your
thumb gently tracing circles
on the back of her hand.

we can't even look at each other. i turn away from you
because i don't want you to see the hurt in my eyes and
you turn away from me because you don't want me to see
that you still care. i know you do. YOU HAVE TO. we never
wanted to leave each other. we just had to. WE HAD TO.

i’m not that cute. i’m really shy when i meet someone new. i have the heart of a 7 year old. i can be socially awkward. i sometimes break out into dance when i hear a song i like. and you know what? you’re just going to have to live with that because that is who i am.

The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what’s right for you even if it means breaking someone’s heart, including your own.

I can’t forget, I literally can’t. Forget about our love? Sorry but my heart doesn’t have an erase button. It’s easier said than done. What am I supposed to do? Knock my head onto a bench and suffer memory loss? I think that would be easier to do that than wait for my heart to heal. It would be less painful too. What’s the bet you’ve already forgotten about me, seeing as you let go so easily.

Everyone in the world could be screaming at me, telling me that I could do better and I honestly wouldn’t care. I would stick my middle finger high in the air while my other hand was holding yours.

I’m scared to move on because I’m worried that the second I’m happy with someone else, you’ll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, and that you’re sorry, and that you like me "kinda a lot," and that you miss me "kinda a lot." I’m worried that I’ll get so confused because I’ll be so happy with him, but of course I’ll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you’ll never take.

Sometimes when I say “im okay” I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me and say “I know youre not.”

I could never understand how that was so easy for you, but always so damn hard for me.

I wish you hadn't turned your back. I wish you had explained. I wish you hadn't made me lose my faith in everything.

i'm something you'll regret losing; i can promise you that much

i'm telling you right now; you'll never find another me

no one ever gets tired of loving.

but everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming,

hearing lies, saying sorry, and hurting.

I fantasize about rejecting the apologies I know will never come.

Just forget it, it’s the same old runaround.
You build me up just to let me down.

I hate how one day you'll realize, the sweetest words were the fucking lies.

People think that if you love somebody hard enough, then everything is just gonna work out. People are wrong.

He didn't really do anything wrong to me. I mean yes I liked him more than he obviously liked me, but the only thing he is truly guilty of is teasing me. It's the cute texts, the long hugs, the way he makes me feel. All he's guilty of is making me insanely happy and then taking that away by dating other girls and never wanting to truly be with me. I can't even blame him for it. It's my fault for falling so damn easily.

Sometimes I wish you would actually try talking to me again.

It hurts like hell, doesn't it? Knowing that even at my worst, I'm still better than you.

it's an amazing feeling when you find the boy who, you know, no
matter what happens, you two will always make it through everything,
all the hard times because you love each other that much.

my dearest love it’s almost dawn,
i’ve been lying here all night long wondering where you might be.

I'm scared. Completely terrified actually.
Scared of what will happen if I see
you again & scared of what will happen
if I don't.

you act like i am going to give my heart to
anyone, like one of those smiley face stickers
at walmart. "hello, please take my heart, &
have a nice day." no way, i'm waiting for the
guy who is going to sweep my off my feet.

remember when we first met?
we laughed and smiled together.
it was a perfect moment..
we didn't even know each other.

If he misses you, he'll call. If he wants you, he'll say it.
And if he cares, he'll show it. If not, he can't be worth
your time because you're obviously not worth his.

I just keep telling myself that there will be a significant moment when I finally know what to do.

You don't have to apologize because you're right. It just wasn't working out. I mean, it sucks, and I wish it was different, but it is what it is.

What happened to us? We were perfect together. One day I woke up and nothing was the same anymore. I miss being your favorite reason to smile and I miss seeing your name in my inbox every morning. Most importantly, I hate how I'm sitting here not knowing if I ever cross your mind.

You call me up late, I never pick up. You ain't my man, you're only my jump.

You have the ability to do anything you fucking want with your life and if anybody comes to you and tells you how to think and how to feel, fuck them.

I suffer in silence. I don’t cry in front of people. I can smile despite how shitty things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It’s because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I’m just a fuck up with a good heart.

I wonder if it's okay to cry over you, cause we were never anything special. I just thought we could be.

I can't do this. I can't not talk to you. I can't pass you in the hall, & pretend I dont care.

Pushing you away is easier than having to say goodbye for the very last time.

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there. Because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't, but then one day you feel something else. something that feels wrong, only because its so unfamiliar. Then in that moment you realize you're happy.

Some people are settling down,
some people are settling,
and some people refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies.

Sex in the City

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.

He really does make everything okay and I couldn't ask for anything more than that. I guess he might be a little bit more than amazing.

I want somebody to sleep with me, and just sleep. Someone to cuddle up with me during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, let me challenge him. Talk about dreams, and make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you're having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes & not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he's got.

If you hold back feelings because
you're afraid of being hurt, you
always end up hurting anyways.

So they'd lock themselves in the car and get lost in each other’s eyes. They sang along with the radio. He'd whisper in her ear and she'd laugh at his silly jokes, even if they were pointless. He'd grab her hand and not let go. He had no idea how happy it made her. She'd rest her head on his shoulder; close her eyes, listening to their song as he kissed her forehead. She memorized the touch of his lips. She didn't want to leave anytime soon. And he'd give her his jacket when she was cold. It'd be 3 in the morning, but they would still be tangled up in each other. She knew he was something special. It was different how he moved her. Because when he told her, "goodnight" it felt like, "hello."

I miss you. And I don't know how to tell you.
I just want my best friend back.

I'm tired of people saying he's not worth my tears. 
If he wasn't worth it, I wouldn't still be crying.
You don't know it, but that boy changed my world.
You'll never know how much he meant to me.

Maybe you were right to find your way out of my life.
You found comfort elsewhere while I held on way too tight.

he was her best friend. the one who
made her laugh, when she didn't feel
like smiling, the one who made her
feel secure, when she was scared&
the one who she completely fell in
love with.

I felt comfortable around you. When I was with you, I didn't have to be perfect. I didn't even have to try for perfect. You already knew my secrets, and things I kept hidden from everyone else. So I was able to finally just be myself. Which probably shouldn't have been such a big deal; but it was.

I'd give anything to read your mind, to get into your head. Then maybe I'd find out how to get you to notice me once more, to make you want me like you used to. But then again, I guess I'd also find out how much you don't care for me, and what you really think about when you look at me.

All I'm asking is don't make promises you can't keep,
and don't say things you don't mean because in the end,
those things mean everything.

 "You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened...or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on."

&& Sometimes; The smallest things get made into the biggest problems. && The dumbest things are what hurt people the most. && The effects from these things are what ruin everything

when my daughter hits puberty,
you're going to be the example I use,
to explain to her that boys are scum,
and that she should avoid them at all costs.

I wanna hold hands & waste Friday nights with you.

I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I believe in love, arguing and jamming out by yourself in the car. i believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in long kisses, smiling until your cheeks hurt, and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful. I believe in swinging on swings and running in the rain. I believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone. I believe in second chances and I believe that everyone deserves one.

"Above all, be true to yourself, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.”

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself.
You have to know that you are a good person
and a good friend. What is meant to be will end
up good and what is not, won't. Relationships
are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't
be the only one fighting. At times, people need
to fight for you. If they don't, you must move
on and realize what you gave them was more
than they were willing to give you. Hopefully
people realize great things when they come
around and don't lose something real. Always
fight until you can't anymore and then be fought for.

she smiles like everyone expects her to. she's living up to the expectation of never letting anything
get to her but somethings wrong with that smile today.
congrats kid. you got to her

i took a chance , i took a shot - you might think im bulletproof but im not

you may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? shes not perfect-you arent either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day but she will give you a part of her she knows you can break-her heart. so dont hurt her, dont change her, dont analyze and dont expect more than she can give. smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when shes not there -- bob marley.

Until you face all the mistakes you've made, you'll never change.
-One Tree Hill

To all those girls who dream away their days, who feel jealous at every happy couple they see, who have made themselves think they will be alone forever; soon it will be your time to shine

I'm starting to crave new beginnings, brighter memories, and happy endings.

There is no person in the world who is made to handle every punch that's thrown at them. We aren't made that way. In fact, we're made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall. We aren't supposed to be able to handle everything. But that's what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us the most.

the thing about you is -- you're fun. you make me
laugh and make me feel more alive. okay, you
make me a little crazy sometimes, but these
are the moments in my mind, crystal clear
images of you and i and how we fit together,
and it all just makes such perfect sense, and
i know what i want, i want time with you.

It's the kind of relationship where we have a secret handshake, and she begs him to watch Disney movies with her, while he begs her to watch a scary movie instead. Its where they laugh and joke all the time, but they're serious when the time is to be serious. its where neither of them have to say 'I love you' because they know with all their hearts that they love each other. its where they can mess around on her couch, and then she'll laugh at him when he tries not to look guilty in front of her dad. Its the kind of love that everyone dreams of.

tell everyone when we are through cause i'm so much better without you. but it's just another pretty lie. cause i break down, every time you come around.

Sometimes, someone says something really small and it just
fits right into this empty place in your heart.

get dirty. get fucking filthy. get poor. get off your ass. get desprate. get dangerous. get moving. get productive. get pro-active. get started. get your own life. get doing somthing. anything. because before you know it you're 40 with kids, a mortage and responsibilities that cause your fun to come second. so before cancer, before children, before 50 hour work weeks, before back and knee problems, before school loans, before you lose your sense of humor.. fight. fight and fuck and run and smile. smile because the older you get the less you will. so yes " quit being such a goddamn pussy. " because bitching and whining and worry never made anything better.

If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she wont be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy

you are the one that made me strong
that made me stand up on my own
with every cruel intention you helped me
find my independence and its all because
of you that i have the strength i do to turn
my pain to passion instead of crashin boy
im thankin you

I'm not shooting for a successful relationship at this point,

I'm just looking for something that will prevent me from throwing myself in front of a bus.

I looked back on us today, and I honestly don't know why I missed you, why I wanted you back. Sure, at the beginning we were kids rushing into things we had no idea what about, but slowly, instead of trusting you more, I trusted you less, and the more I loved you, the less I loved myself. But now I'm free, and I'm not sorry. I had to get out. I knew it was over long before you said it, sweetheart. And I thought you broke my heart, but you merely made it stronger, made it resilient. Of course I’ll never forget you, but there’s no way I’m ever going back. So goodbye, my first love. Thank you for being such a fabulous waste of time.

See that line? Well I never should have crossed it.

I need someone who can keep up with me.
I want someone aggressive, who pushes me
to my breaking point where I just wanna scream.
Someone who will tell me that I'm not always right,
and that sometimes i have to apologize for what i do wrong.
I need someone who's gonna set me straight
because no one has ever cared enough about me to try.

Sometimes in your life, you need lust. You need the adrenaline rush of knowing that this is not forever, and that you’re not committed to anything.

I felt someone staring at me, so I
look over & it`s you. It`s you.
It`s the person I thought I could
avoid forever, the person I thought
I`d finally be able to stop loving.
& it`s you. & my heart flips like
it always does. Because it`s
you & I hate it.

I make no apologies for the way I choose to fix what you broke.

If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes. Only then would you realize how special you are to me..

it's weird, you know, the end of something that has taken so much time to get over is coming, and you're so relieved that it's finally here but you still, for some reason, want to hold on. just for one more second. just so it can hurt a little more.

stay mad as long as you can.
because once you're not mad anymore; it hurts.
it hurts like hell and once it hurts that bad,
you can't make yourself mad anymore.
-- Little Black Book

All I ever wanted was to forget. But even when I thought I
had, pieces had kept emerging, like bits of wood floating
up to the surface that only hint at the shipwreck below.

Sometimes, I just wish someone would take
the time to go past my sarcasm, my loud mouth,
my smiling face, my grades & my remarks
to see a part of me that few have ever seen

You walk by me in the hallway, give me a subtle
smile, like nothing ever happened between us, like
that night never even existed.

It's not who you spend the most time with
it's who you have the best memories with.

All I want is for you to know me again
For me to be in your life
And even if it can't happen right now
I would just like to know
That I'm not blocked from your memory

Without even realizing it, you taught me a lot of things. Not only about life, but how it's okay to feel something extraordinary about someone.

I think the hardest part about this situation is
neither of us know what's going on.
neither of us knows what the other is thinking
& we're both trying to make decisions
based on the information we don't know.

Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too.
— Lemony Snicket

I`m not as fake as you once heard, and we will take these words and we will put them down on the floor beneath us. Don`t put these words between us.

I don't know why.
Maybe it's because you're mad,
maybe it's because you're afraid,
maybe it's because you're also a little confused,
maybe it's because you want to act cool;
but whatever the reason,
it's breaking my heart.

I should've listened to everyone when they told me that I'd get hurt. I don't know why I always let myself care so much for people who just don't give a crap about me. But that can't be true. I know it can't. I know I had to have meant something to him.

I always fall for that one guy who is so out of reach,
But still close enough to make it hurt.

I sit and laugh with
friends at what we've
all been through.
But I still catch my breath
when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away,
hoping that we'll find them
come some rainy day.
How could I know
that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.

I wish you would just open your eyes & see what you`re losing. I mean ; it`s me. The person you felt you could "stay with forever." & of course, I wonder what happened. What person wouldn`t? But I just wonder if you even think about making it better? We both screwed up ; a lot, but I can`t forgive you for what you did. You didn`t even make an attempt on making it better. You just let me go.

Well here's to always being tired, never sleeping, taking way too many pictures,
keeping the best of a positive attitude, giving and growing,
Always being the person I've wanted to be, endless smiles, creative imaginations, to endless fields.
Here's to always being happy.

I know a lot of people know who he is, but I also know there are not that many who got to see the side of the guy that I did. And that guy, well, I'll never forget him, never. I've learned so much about life and emotion from knowing him and I wouldn't change a thing about it.

If we're perfect for each other, & if we're meant to be with each other, we will be with each other. maybe not now, or tomorrow, but later,& I can promise you that.

Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us; sometimes letting go hurts even worse.

sick and tired of your attitude, i'm feeling like i don't know you.

I'll never forget how he broke my heart and he will never forget the day I found someone to fix it.

he knew he made a mistake.
you could see it in his face.
every time she walked into the room,
he wished he hadn't done that to her.

He was different.
He never said "I want to be friends" after he said goodbye.
It was like he knew, he knew that he had broken my heart
bad enough when he saw my tears fall.
He knew me well enough that he just knew what to say.
And when he spoke, he looked me in the eyes and said,
"I hope you talk to me again someday."

I hope you hurt like hell one night soon, while your laying in your bed all alone because your new girl wasn't all you thought she was. I hope your thinking of me and all that you gave up when you pushed me away like I'd never meant anything to you at all. I hope you realize your mistake. I've given you all that I'm ever going to let you take.

I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again, because I didn't know how I could wake up one morning and have it all hit me. I didn't know I could miss you this much.

This year, do what makes you happy and
forget about the things that may stand in the way of that feeling.
Let go of the pain that was caused by trying to find love, and this year,
let love find you. you have 365 days to make wonderful memories.
live today like you have just been born again
& make this year the one to remember.
only you can control the fate of this year.

baby, we can take it nice and slow.
we can turn the lights down low.
nobody has to know how far we go.

Guys drink to forget about girls. Girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they become poor. When girls are in love they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can’t forgive. Girls can forgive but can’t forget.
Guys break up when they feel love from another girl.
Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man.
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls.
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them.
When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
But finally, guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.

I thought I'd write, I thought I'd let you know in the year
since you've been gone I've finally let you go.
And I hope you find some time to drop a note.
But if you won't, then you won't.
And I will consider you gone. 
I know that you went straight to someone else.
While I worked through all these things by myself.
And I think that you should spend some time alone,
but if you won't, then you won't.

ive never really thought long term.
ive never thought of us getting married or having kids.
all i think of is right now,
of sleeping next to you, counting your heartbeats.
of holding your hand. of anything i have of you right now.

I need a boy. A true guy. One who looks real tough, 
but won't make me cry. I need that kinda guy who understands 
and even when he's with his boys, he still says "baby, hold my hand".

“Goodfuckingluck” I wanted to say. “Trying to find someone who cares like I do. Who understands like I do. Who is forgiving like I am. Who will get your every quirk and positively adore it like I do. And when you realize that that’s not out there… Goodfuckingluck finding me where you left me”

here's to the kids whose idea of

a good time is sitting on the hood

of their car, watching the stars.

you want to know the difference between her and other

girls? she smiles even though she's going through

a rough time. she has the most fun with her friends.

she puts everyone's happiness before hers, she's not

afraid to be herself. When she looks in the mirror, she

doesn't see a pretty, hot, sexy, etc. girl. she sees a

beautiful girl who has yet to find her place in this

world and she lights the whole room up whenever

she steps in. that's what made him

fall for her in the first place.

She never believes anything, ever.
You could tell her the sky was blue,
that you love her to death, and all of it to her is nonsense.
She holds her own truth and admire that about her.
She's the girl you want to marry.
She's the girl you want to save.
And it happens to work out perfectly, that she needs to be saved alot.
She's the girl you want to learn from, and she's got alot to teach.
She's the girl you're in love with, and even though you may question it,
you're the only boy she wants to belong to.

even though you've never been in love with him... it hurts when you feel your friendship pulling apart. it's hard to know that you don't mean as much to someone else as they mean to you. and sometimes no matter how much he means, no matter what you've been through, your life is just that, yours. and this is about you. walking away isn't easy, but it's something that you've got to do. so in that glance over your shoulder you take the snap shot in your mind, the one that you will always use when you remember him.

if someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it.

when you're forced to stand alone, you realize what you have in you.

I'll admit it, I dream about him. He's always in my thoughts. I have to see his face to make it through the day. I daydream about us together, his arms wrapped around me, whispering, "I love you" in my ear. Every girl does it. It's just that no one is brave enough to admit it.

Every time I think about you, I have to remind myself, that if you wanted to talk to me, you would. <3

No, I'm not broken, I'm just damaged. Yeah, I carry the pain with me everyday. The pain of knowing that things will never be the same, no matter how much we wish they could be. But it's the fact that I get up and live my life every day. Smile through the hurt. That's what shows that I'm stronger than I thought. And the good part of all this is that damage can be repaired. <3

I’m just so scared. Scared because I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I wish so much that I did, but I don’t, and it tears me to bits. I’m scared, so scared because I have never felt this way before. I don’t know what this feeling is, but it’s taking over me, and I just want so much to be back to normal. I want to let this go, because I know I’m hurting you, and her, and so many other people. I’m scared that you won’t be there for me, and you’ll walk away and leave me to paste my life back together like I had to such a short time ago. I’m scared to lose you, but I’m scared to keep you in my life knowing all well that I am in the wrong and am hurting innocent people in my selfish quest for happiness. I’m scared that you will never hold me again, that you’ll never tell me with so much faith that everything will be all right. I’m scared of losing you. I’m scared of losing myself.

This is me at my core. I fucking miss you. I miss how things used to be. And I could be completely wrong, but I still sometimes think that maybe you feel the same way. And that’s what keeps me holding on. That maybe, you miss what we had too.

If you asked me a year ago, I would have told you what you wanted to hear.

Now I know that I can't please everyone, and I'm sorry if that hurt your feelings.

I can't make myself unhappy to please you, and I won't try. 

There's no doubt about it, break-ups suck. But in the first few hours or
days or weeks that follow, there's one important truth you need to
recognize: somethings can't & shouldn't be fixed, especially that loser
who dumped you or forced you to dump him. It's over for a reason.
& deep down inside, you probably know what that reason is. A lot of the
pain you're experiencing is actually fear. Fear of things being different
than how you like them. Fear of never finding love again. Fear of being
alone. Fear of having to fill your time differently.
We are all afraid of the unknown.

You've gotten so caught up in being alone
that you're afraid of what might happen if you
actually find someone else that can take you
away from it.

At the end of the day,
you either focus on what's tearing you apart,
or what's holding you together.

The opposite of love is not hate,
It's apathy; it's not giving a damn.

Promise yourself to be strong, that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that is in you.

And I guess you're proof
that when you let go of the past,
something better comes along

waitfortheboy

that tells you what you need to hear. not just what

you want him to say. wait for the boy that looks at

youlikeyou'rethebestthingintheworld. Wait

fortheboythatthinksyou'rebeautiful,because

he loves you;not loves you because your beautiful.

wait for the boy that you can talk to about anything

& still have an amazing, exciting conversation with.

wait for the boy that can always make you laugh,

waitfortheboy thatproveshislovethrough

actions andnotwords ..waitfortheboythat

knows you; inside & out but loves every bit of you ♥

when you've laughed as much as you`ve breathed,
you've realized how beautiful life really is.

Every single person has a secret that would break your heart.

What's not fair is that you act as if your life has ended. Be sad. Be angry. Shit, be anything, but don't ever behave so reprehensibly towards the people who clearly love you. Have your emotional crisis, but don't cut them out. Fucking things up once in awhile is inevitable. But how you choose to deal with those fuckups is not fated. You have free will, and be grateful that you do. Now. Move on, and find a better way of dealing with your issues.

I guess the reason I think I'm nothing is because no one has ever fought for me. I believe if I was really truly worth it, that somewhere along this road, someone would've fought for me to stay. But instead, I always wound up walking away.

Don't chase the feeling, baby girl. Let it come to you

I'm the kind of girl who laughs at her mistakes. So pardon me if I laugh in your face.

Promise me. That's all I want. Just promise that you'll never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you'll always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I mean absolutely nothing to you.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.

we were never meant to be 
baby, we just happened.

Because lately, I just keep hearing people
blame love. But love doesn't walk away, people do

it's there. i know it is.
because when i look
at you, i can feel it.
--finding nemo

The thing is, I'm not really sure when I fell in love with him.
I mean, I remember when I told him I loved him.
But it seems that I've unconsciously loved him since we first started talking.
The way I loved him then and the way I love him now are different.
Now when I look at him, I see him as the guy that I'm in love with.
The one who can make me laugh and smile when we're together.
The one who can make everything better just by being with me.
The one who has an adorable smile, blue eyes that change with his mood.
The one who falls asleep next to me and looks too peaceful to wake.
The one who is my best friend.
He is a constant source of comfort, security and protection.
He is a perfect first love.
Is it bad to say that I don't know if I can be without him?

You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore.
And please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to,
it's just that everything I want to say
I can't tell you anymore.

They were perfect.
They were beautiful.
They met in the middle of nowhere,
in the middle of nothing,
and kissed where everyone could see.
No words.
No before.
No after.
They kissed and it was perfect.
It was beautiful.
It was everything.
It was nothing.

Don't hold onto the past too long, but don't let it go too early.
Don't wish for everything to be the same, but don't go trying to change it all.
Don't fall into a pit of despair, but don't fake smiles either.
Don't hold a grudge, but don't be too forgiving.
Don't let yourself get broken, but if you do,
don't let yourself stay that way.

Still the days and the weeks and the hours go by.
And the minutes, they just fade away.
And I'm missing you every second in time.
And it hurts cause you're so far away.
All the tears that I cry when you're not by my side.
And those nights I dream of kissing you goodnight are on my mind.

You've changed so much. I guess that's what happens.
I wish you knew how much you've changed me.
I wonder if I've changed you, if your life is different because of me...
because mine's different.
My god, you taught me so much, and now we don't even talk to each other.
I guess that's what happens.

Don’t threaten me with what you think I feel;
If you could read my mind you’d be in tears.

As I pace back and forth

All this time

Because I honestly

Believed in You.

today i woke up alone,
wishing you were here with me.
i want us to be something
we'll probably never be.

If I had the chance, I would make it all okay.
I would make it feel like
you're the only one who matters most.
If I had the chance,
I would replace all the grays with sunny days.
We can sit for hours on my roof
and tell the rain to go way.
Go away.

you don’t have to call me and say you’re sorry,
i’m already gone.
you don’t have to call me
and break my heart each time I try moving on

I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of wishing I could start all over. I'm tired of not being able to just let go. I'm tired of faking it. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of needing help. I'm tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy. Most of all, I'm just tired of being tired.

People ask me why it’s so hard to trust people
& I ask them why it's so hard to keep a promise

It’s so weird, & confusing that when I say
I don’t know what to do, I really mean it.
One minute you’re making me laugh out loud,
like no other guy can, & the next ilI just get up
 & leave cause you piss me off so much

She's a summer girl. she likes things simple & she hates drama. she wishes that she could wear flip-flops year round & she hates being cold. she's moody during the winter because things are usually falling apart. but then summer comes, it always does & she realizes that she has true friends, & that nothing can beat those summer days & nights that are spent with the waves crashing & the sand between her toes

And I'm screaming every hurtful
word that I can think of and what's
killing me is that they don't hurt you
at all. Because you don't care
what I say. You never did

There are things you don't want to happen, but you
have to accept; there are things you don't want to know,
but have to learn; and there are people
you can't live without, but you have to let go

I wonder how many times we'll say
goodbye before we actually let go.

"And the bottom line is, what defines you isn't how many times you crash, but the number of times you get back on the bike. As long as it's one more, you're all good."

i don't want things to be like this anymore,
i want to talk to you and i want to be with you.
but it seems like everytime we're close,
something happens and we're right back to fighting.
and the truth is, i hate not talking to you.

Sometimes you have to accept there's nothing left to save. That click you shared when you were together has gone during the months you spent apart. No matter how awful it may seem, how it is you're going to have to let go. You can't fake love.

I wanted to tell him that I’ll never be sorry for loving him. In a way, I still do, and maybe I always will. I’ll never regret a single thing we did together because what we had was special. Maybe if we were ten years older, it would have worked out differently. Maybe, I think, we just weren’t ready for forever.

i wanted it to be you.
i wanted it to be you so badly.

I have no direction in my life and honestly, I’ve never been happier.

Boys are like purses;  cute, full of crap and can always be replaced.

its hard to wait on something you know may never happen,
but its even harder when you know its everything you want.

You began to cry, just crying. The deep and ugly kind, the kind you lose yourself in; though you're thanking God that no one has to see how rubbed and blotched your face becomes. Though, some detached part of you also wishes there was someone there to see you now, to see and understand just how sad you are at heart. They don't see it and of course, you would never show them that side of you.